I guess everything is settled..the problem and all...
All we had to do was get my parents opinions and decisions and everything was settled...
I guessed the only reason for me wasting my tears for that 2 days is because I'd overlooked their love and concern because they were harshed in their words...
so, i guess that everything turns out for the good of those who love Him..
I never meant to hurt anyone..But it turns out that I've hurt them by blocking them off my facebook...
To us, somethings we do may seem nothing to us...but to others, the feel hurt in some way..
call them sensitive or whatever but everyone have their limits when getting emotional especially ladies...hahahaha.. (i know men are laughing when they look at this statement)
But what i've learned in my course this semester is about critical thinking... (one of my subjects) ...and i hope that everyone of us will learn how to use critical thinking...which is to think, analyse and then only decide what u're going to do instead of bombarding straight away(correct me if my spelling is wrong) ...yea...it hurts the people we care and concern..the way we approach ppl with our words..to us seem nothing but to them..they may feel something else and think differently...as we all hv diff point of view...so dun let all this misunderstandings sour the relationships that we have!
Alright...and I HAVE LEARNED SOMETHING FROM THIS...WHAT ISIT???
when i figure it out and how to put it in words..i'll type it out....hee =P
CHEERS!!!
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
Thank You!!!
Thank you Shannon...
I thank God for you for encouraging me with that bible verse- Proverbs 16:3..
Din know you were a christian..but now i do..hope that we can help each other more..whether physically, mentally and spiritually..
I will also be there to comfort and be ur listener when u need me!
Thanks dearie!!!!
CHEERS!!!!=P
I thank God for you for encouraging me with that bible verse- Proverbs 16:3..
Din know you were a christian..but now i do..hope that we can help each other more..whether physically, mentally and spiritually..
I will also be there to comfort and be ur listener when u need me!
Thanks dearie!!!!
CHEERS!!!!=P
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Distracted..
Because of what has happened lately, I can't concentrate of my studies....
i keep thinking of it that i can't even slp...
How am I going to study and sit for my exam?????
I wanna go back to JB..
I miss my family's love and care....
God help me..I told u to take away this hurt and unforgiveness and everything and I can't do it by myself...I really need you now!!!!
Only u can understand my feelings....
i keep thinking of it that i can't even slp...
How am I going to study and sit for my exam?????
I wanna go back to JB..
I miss my family's love and care....
God help me..I told u to take away this hurt and unforgiveness and everything and I can't do it by myself...I really need you now!!!!
Only u can understand my feelings....
Finally the truth is out...
they did follow me and today Aunty Fiona confronted me thru the phone.
well, I would love to say thank you for doing that. Because you woke me up from a deep slumber and i will never forget that..(not in sarcasm..reali meaning it.)
But one thing you said...one of the reasons i came to kl is to get away from my mother.
Well, I dunno what made u say that, but i want to say is that i never thought of it like that..
if u shud know..i reali didn't want to come to kl and 1 of the very reasons is because i can't leave my family.. I'm scared and I really dunno how and what to do when I'm alone outside...
the reason I came here is because God told me to.. This place was the last place in my list..
Everyone knows that I don't want to come to kl. Whatmore leave my family..
I'm very scared to leave my mother in JB because I'm scared that if she just goes i would not be able to see her.
thanks for waking me up...Yeah..I dun want my mum to worry about me.
As i myself am worried that i would go wayward when i come to kl....I am scared that I would end up in the wrong path.I reali am..
No one will understand me at all...not even my family understands the real me..only God does.only He knows what I truly feel..
I never thought of such statements...That I came to kl just to get away from my mum..
NO! I never...Never will i think of that...I know that my parents are the ones that care for me and that if i've done something wrong, they will help me and will protect me.
Y would i wanna leave them???
I'm reali grateful for awakening me...THX!!!!!!!!!
they did follow me and today Aunty Fiona confronted me thru the phone.
well, I would love to say thank you for doing that. Because you woke me up from a deep slumber and i will never forget that..(not in sarcasm..reali meaning it.)
But one thing you said...one of the reasons i came to kl is to get away from my mother.
Well, I dunno what made u say that, but i want to say is that i never thought of it like that..
if u shud know..i reali didn't want to come to kl and 1 of the very reasons is because i can't leave my family.. I'm scared and I really dunno how and what to do when I'm alone outside...
the reason I came here is because God told me to.. This place was the last place in my list..
Everyone knows that I don't want to come to kl. Whatmore leave my family..
I'm very scared to leave my mother in JB because I'm scared that if she just goes i would not be able to see her.
thanks for waking me up...Yeah..I dun want my mum to worry about me.
As i myself am worried that i would go wayward when i come to kl....I am scared that I would end up in the wrong path.I reali am..
No one will understand me at all...not even my family understands the real me..only God does.only He knows what I truly feel..
I never thought of such statements...That I came to kl just to get away from my mum..
NO! I never...Never will i think of that...I know that my parents are the ones that care for me and that if i've done something wrong, they will help me and will protect me.
Y would i wanna leave them???
I'm reali grateful for awakening me...THX!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Dun like it at all
I never like being misunderstood or being said at.
If it is for the right things i understand.
I don't like being followed and den being misunderstood and den being said that i should study earlier and not last minute...
NONONO!!! I dun like it!
Uncle Alvin and Aunty Fiona,
I'm really not happy! in fact, i feel very hurt..
if u would like to know, i was at the mamak stall with my friends because I was hungry. i only had one roti prata for dinner.
So i went to hv supper. can i do that??? do i need your permission for that?????
My parents never even check on what i'm doing!
I dunno what impression i've given to u all but all make me feel that i dun study and oni know how to play and lepak!
Anyway, I've talked to my aunty about it already and i feel much better right now..
but i still dun wan to see that couple..not ready yet!
God pls help me to forgive them...I pray...I really want to forgive them...
If it is for the right things i understand.
I don't like being followed and den being misunderstood and den being said that i should study earlier and not last minute...
NONONO!!! I dun like it!
Uncle Alvin and Aunty Fiona,
I'm really not happy! in fact, i feel very hurt..
if u would like to know, i was at the mamak stall with my friends because I was hungry. i only had one roti prata for dinner.
So i went to hv supper. can i do that??? do i need your permission for that?????
My parents never even check on what i'm doing!
I dunno what impression i've given to u all but all make me feel that i dun study and oni know how to play and lepak!
Anyway, I've talked to my aunty about it already and i feel much better right now..
but i still dun wan to see that couple..not ready yet!
God pls help me to forgive them...I pray...I really want to forgive them...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
About what i said earlier...
about wad i said earlier, forget it alrite??it was out of anger and being pissed at her..
As i begin to simmer down and think properly, i think i'm also in the wrong la...
whatever she says, she has a point of view and i have my point of view.
in ways that are different, ppl will tend to disagree and not accept each other's view..
everyone does.no one is perfect...
as i always say to accept ppl for who they are. i want to apply this phrase into this situation, so i'm not going to complain anymore!
so i'm here to apologise and pls dun bother about wad i said!
thank you..dun get affected by my point of view..thanks!
As i begin to simmer down and think properly, i think i'm also in the wrong la...
whatever she says, she has a point of view and i have my point of view.
in ways that are different, ppl will tend to disagree and not accept each other's view..
everyone does.no one is perfect...
as i always say to accept ppl for who they are. i want to apply this phrase into this situation, so i'm not going to complain anymore!
so i'm here to apologise and pls dun bother about wad i said!
thank you..dun get affected by my point of view..thanks!
Monday, June 22, 2009
I'm pissed!
That lady finally shows her true colours......
haiya..like she owns the whole place like that..so wad if she's paying more money just because she's slpin in the single-bed room and a senior to us doesn't mean she owns the whole apartment does she???
she told us to clear the hangers on weekends so that she can use it because she is a very BUSY WOMAN(like we're not!)
then when i was trying to put the things i bought into the fridge, she said put the fruits outside not in the fridge. She say if i were to buy 20 apples and put in the fridge u like ar?
FINE!!! so we had our dinner...den i asked her if she wanr some soup, she said, "I dun wanna eat after you already started halfway!".she continued saying, "it's not nice to ask ppl whether they wan to eat after you've already started!"
the point is we've asked her b4 we started.she said no.den just being courteous, ask again la while eating...then she reply us like that...wahlao!!!!!
Finally she said, "i'm ok with both me and my roommate and one more indian girl, but not the chinese girl!when you come in you din greet me.you have no respect for ppl older than you at all!". But her face looked so fears and dun intend to welcome anyone at all..to normal ppl, if u c that face, would you greet???
i was scared to see her face oso...wad more greet her...
that day when i was playing badminton with her, she told me dun disrespect ur seniors. they can come in a group and bash u up...
I taught to myself, what in the world is this man??how old already this ppl..THIS IS SO HIGH SCHOOL..immature ppl....
Well, me and my roommate are so going to move out...dun wanna c her face at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiya..like she owns the whole place like that..so wad if she's paying more money just because she's slpin in the single-bed room and a senior to us doesn't mean she owns the whole apartment does she???
she told us to clear the hangers on weekends so that she can use it because she is a very BUSY WOMAN(like we're not!)
then when i was trying to put the things i bought into the fridge, she said put the fruits outside not in the fridge. She say if i were to buy 20 apples and put in the fridge u like ar?
FINE!!! so we had our dinner...den i asked her if she wanr some soup, she said, "I dun wanna eat after you already started halfway!".she continued saying, "it's not nice to ask ppl whether they wan to eat after you've already started!"
the point is we've asked her b4 we started.she said no.den just being courteous, ask again la while eating...then she reply us like that...wahlao!!!!!
Finally she said, "i'm ok with both me and my roommate and one more indian girl, but not the chinese girl!when you come in you din greet me.you have no respect for ppl older than you at all!". But her face looked so fears and dun intend to welcome anyone at all..to normal ppl, if u c that face, would you greet???
i was scared to see her face oso...wad more greet her...
that day when i was playing badminton with her, she told me dun disrespect ur seniors. they can come in a group and bash u up...
I taught to myself, what in the world is this man??how old already this ppl..THIS IS SO HIGH SCHOOL..immature ppl....
Well, me and my roommate are so going to move out...dun wanna c her face at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, June 21, 2009
That's not the point...
Happy Father's Day!
But that's not the point I want to stress on.
Yesterday, when I came back from Sungei Wang, I saw this cute guy with his girlfriend.
He's so cute, handsome and I like his hair....( I LIKE/LOVE HIS HAIR!!!!!!!!!)
Guess what, he's chinese and his girlfriend is an indian...
I was thinking wad happen to all the chinese girls in the world?????
HE'S SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can't stand it la!!!!!!!!!!!!
BLOODY HELL!!!!
Ok, end of story..I shall not covet...
But that's not the point I want to stress on.
Yesterday, when I came back from Sungei Wang, I saw this cute guy with his girlfriend.
He's so cute, handsome and I like his hair....( I LIKE/LOVE HIS HAIR!!!!!!!!!)
Guess what, he's chinese and his girlfriend is an indian...
I was thinking wad happen to all the chinese girls in the world?????
HE'S SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can't stand it la!!!!!!!!!!!!
BLOODY HELL!!!!
Ok, end of story..I shall not covet...
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
So fast..
Wow..My assignment is out already...
It looks easy but i guess complex..
The assignment is about me...
Looks easy rite??but it's not cuz we have to apply wha we've learn about writing and referencing inside the essay..
I need to write about 1500-2000 words or even more...
God help me!!!!!!give me ideas and help me to remember about what I've gone through since the day I was born till now..
It looks easy but i guess complex..
The assignment is about me...
Looks easy rite??but it's not cuz we have to apply wha we've learn about writing and referencing inside the essay..
I need to write about 1500-2000 words or even more...
God help me!!!!!!give me ideas and help me to remember about what I've gone through since the day I was born till now..
I didn't know how to answer them....
When Sharon and Diana talked about smoking, I know I can't smoke and I won't do it..Same thing is when Sharon said, " I bring you go and pierce ur nose one day".
I didn't know how to answer them..
I replied them saying Christians can't smoke.
Then Sharon said bt my fren(a guy name Jonathan) smokes.
I replied saying that for Charasmatic we're quite strict...
What in the world answer is that?????
Then when I was in the toilet doing my business, somehow the answer came!
The answer was, "In the bible, it says that our body is a temple of God and it belongs to God not us. Would you like to see people filling up your house with smoke or simply nailing nails into the walls of your house????
The answer is NO!!!!!
I should have said this..but I didn't and sort of regret it!!
But I will not repeat this mistakes....I will and I must remember all this...in order to let them know that our body isn't ours!It's God's!
I didn't know how to answer them..
I replied them saying Christians can't smoke.
Then Sharon said bt my fren(a guy name Jonathan) smokes.
I replied saying that for Charasmatic we're quite strict...
What in the world answer is that?????
Then when I was in the toilet doing my business, somehow the answer came!
The answer was, "In the bible, it says that our body is a temple of God and it belongs to God not us. Would you like to see people filling up your house with smoke or simply nailing nails into the walls of your house????
The answer is NO!!!!!
I should have said this..but I didn't and sort of regret it!!
But I will not repeat this mistakes....I will and I must remember all this...in order to let them know that our body isn't ours!It's God's!
Monday, June 15, 2009
CRABS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
too bad..
i can't upload the pics.
the internet connection down as usual..
well..my housemate, Sharon, cooked crabs for us today..she's a great cook i shud say...
She's from culinary arts dept....
i will upload soon!!!!
Me and my roommate, Diana ate till we drop..nice!!!
THUMBS UP FOR SHARON!!!!!!!!
i can't upload the pics.
the internet connection down as usual..
well..my housemate, Sharon, cooked crabs for us today..she's a great cook i shud say...
She's from culinary arts dept....
i will upload soon!!!!
Me and my roommate, Diana ate till we drop..nice!!!
THUMBS UP FOR SHARON!!!!!!!!
Friday, June 12, 2009
Happy Birthday Evelyn!!!!!
Happy Birthday Evelyn..
This picture of a cake is ur birthday cake..hahaha..
only on the blog la...
I will want to celebrate with u when i come back to jb tonite...
HOPE WE CAN HAVE A MEAL TOGETHER....
tc...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
I just watched Hannah Montanna: The Movie..
My reviews on the show:
I think this show's great!
It talks about Hannah Montanna and Miley Cyrus herself..about the same person having 2 different lives and having to choose which one she wants to be.
I believe many of us are also like that...
The people we are at home and outside are totally different..
Well,my mum always say that to me...
Hahaha..and which lifestyle did she end up choosing???
Well, that's 4 me to know and 4 u to find out..
WATCH IT!!!!
My reviews on the show:
I think this show's great!
It talks about Hannah Montanna and Miley Cyrus herself..about the same person having 2 different lives and having to choose which one she wants to be.
I believe many of us are also like that...
The people we are at home and outside are totally different..
Well,my mum always say that to me...
Hahaha..and which lifestyle did she end up choosing???
Well, that's 4 me to know and 4 u to find out..
WATCH IT!!!!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
First day of Class
it was cool...
cool introduction about the lecturer...HARDIP SINGH..
he asked us to call him Hardip only..no salutations allowed..
then a brief intro bout ourselves..
well i think i'm abit excited that college life is starting but also worried and nervous if i can cope up with the semesters and exams and stuff like that...
wow...
Anyway, I'll be back in JB this weekend!!!!
woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
looking forward to see u guys..=)
cool introduction about the lecturer...HARDIP SINGH..
he asked us to call him Hardip only..no salutations allowed..
then a brief intro bout ourselves..
well i think i'm abit excited that college life is starting but also worried and nervous if i can cope up with the semesters and exams and stuff like that...
wow...
Anyway, I'll be back in JB this weekend!!!!
woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
looking forward to see u guys..=)
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
WOW
i finished my orientation in two days so tomoro i'll be having classes already..
I prayed and hoped that my classes wld be from tues till thurs this sem and indeed it is...
this sem, i onlys tudy 10hrs a week and only 6 weeks till my breaks..
fast isn't it...hahhaa
this weekend i'll be back in JB so cant wait to see you guys!!!!!
I prayed and hoped that my classes wld be from tues till thurs this sem and indeed it is...
this sem, i onlys tudy 10hrs a week and only 6 weeks till my breaks..
fast isn't it...hahhaa
this weekend i'll be back in JB so cant wait to see you guys!!!!!
in the hostel..
bad connection...
good housemates,roomates..
good coursemates....
boring cuz haven started sch just orientation...
made friends in orientation..
good church where i went...
had fun..
sort of a reunion for some fgc members there..
all in all okok
good housemates,roomates..
good coursemates....
boring cuz haven started sch just orientation...
made friends in orientation..
good church where i went...
had fun..
sort of a reunion for some fgc members there..
all in all okok
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