Daily Bible Verse

Monday, May 17, 2010

One of the REALLY GENUINE Happiest DAy of my life!

"Oh happy day, happy day
You washed my sin away
Oh happy day, happy day
I'll never be the same
Forever I am changed"

Christian lyrics - HAPPY DAY LYRICS - TIM HUGHES 

I'm really happy...REALLY REALLY HAPPY....
It's been awhile since I've experience genuine happiness!
In God, there is fullness of JOY!
Well, making that decision ain't easy.. But after making it, I can sense the JOY just running through my whole body! I'm set free......
When I held on to that feeling and didn't want to let go, I was in pain, in agony and in so much hurt......
But now that I've let go, I'm filled with the joy of the Lord and He gives me strength!
It wasn't easy to let go...It was part of what I wanted in life..
I knew God said to me through people and circumstances that that feeling wasn't what He wanted me to have..But as stubborn as I was, I didn't bother.. I held on to it...
Well, we all know that if we don't obey God, means we're choosing the wider path that looks nicer to walk on...but at the end of that path, we will have to bare the consequences...

Bearing the consequences wasn't easy but as long as we are willing to humble ourselves and seek God's help, God will change our consequences into a lesson that we can learn from and help others next time......
He turns our mishaps into a blessing for us... Ain't that great!??! 

Thank you Jesus! I really love you! :D ♥♥♥

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Independence Day - Love Story

So young but not that innocent after all..Look at the last part.....
Funny lah he!


Thursday, May 13, 2010

Pranked!

Everything spilled out today! They were playing a prank on me!
And guess whose idea it was??? It was none other than MR. CHAN JIN SWAN!
Smart ass! Kantoi me! not that it was planned ahead but on the spot!
and I actually believe him.....too much! and everyone was just playing along only la
haiz.....qi pian wo de gan qing! TOO MUCH LA TOO MUCH!
Smart ar CHAN JIN SWAN! YOU SO SMART LA!
This is what I get???
I laughed at the situation when I found out about it.....felt so dumb at the same time....:)

I came back home after dancing practice, wondering to myself when I was taking a shower....
WHAT IF I reacted in a different way?? What if I didn't respond with a laughter??
Well, I don't know what was the result for that, cuz I din try...And I thank God I din.....
God heard my prayers this morning.....Thank you God for it!

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

If...and only if...

If and only if there wasn't a person that can influence our relationship to be in this state....
If and only if I could turn back time so that none of this could happen...
If and only if there weren't such a thing known as feelings.....
If and only if the world could be a better place..

What is there in life that we can determine?
What is there in life that we think if we had chosen this way it would have been much better?
What is there in life that made u make this decision?

In life, we can NEVER NEVER turn back time......
Movies and tv programs that show us things about going back into the past...It's not realistic at all..It will never happen!
What we can do is only plan ahead, think twice before making any ANY decisions, watch what you say and last but not least, never say you regret it in the end!

You must be wondering why I'm saying this...
Well, it all happened to me....and truly I really regretted making all that stupid, idiotic decisions, not watching what I say, not even being aware of what others think and how they feel....
I feel like a BAD ASS KID! LIKE SERIOUSLY!
And sometimes I even put the blame on others without even checking on myself to see if I was the one who had caused all these fraud, tension and emotional instability amongst people around me..
And believe me, I feel terribly bad! TERRIBLY BAD!
When I look back, there's a sense of regret, as well as sense of being childish as well....
I look back and feel stupid at the same time.......
Live a life with one purpose-God, Goal, Go! And THOU SHALL NOT live in regrets!
Definitely, we need the GRACE of God to be upon us as well, if not all thing will not go well........

I've realised my mistakes and I want to sincerely apologise to everyone whom I've hurt before.....
Sorry.......

emo...emo~~~

Probably just keeping quiet for this week would help my 'thinking too much' brain think too much!
Though emotionally unstable at current moment...(sorry for being super duper emo) I shall try to be happy when I'm with everyone...
Don't want you guys to be not so cheerful......
This week started off crankily...and it wasn't that pleasant as well...
BTW, WE NEED TO START DEVOTION AGAIN....last week lupa to do already.......
GUYS, we need to do devotion already...

Monday, May 10, 2010

Weekends!

It's been a while since I've blogged...
Probably not entirely awhile but just not everyday..hee :D
Yesterday, I woke up at 1.30pm...not even knowing it was that time.I woke up to go toilet...
After realising the time, I decided to wake up and started to think what to do for the whole day..
So, I bought my lunch, came up to my room and faced the laptop...Had a sucky internet connection thanks to the housemate!
But I managed to chat with Chulan and we went for a movie together called 'Diary of A Wimpy Kid'
I rate the show 3 stars only.....It was funny in the beginning but soon after that it became a bit boring...But I think the ending was good..It's the normal ending where it is expected that this kid will in the end find his true friend and live happily ever after.. :D

So, after the movie and dinner, I went back home. Wanted to chat and watch drama but the housemates were on PPS....My MSN automatically signed out.....GOSH! I was so frustrated I offed my laptop, took my book, lied on my bed and read it.

DID I TELL YOU THIS BEFORE??????
SUNDAY MORNINGS are always SO AWESOME!
And on the way to church, David and I were talking about God's grace... As I missed last week's service...I was determine to get something out of today's sermon.....
I'll blog about it soon....WAit up for it! 
Good nite!

P/S: If I haven't wrote about it, pls write on my chatbox as a reminder! Thanks!

Friday, May 7, 2010

today!

I went for my blood test and urine test today...AND!!! To my surprise, the bill is RM 386....
Wow...I've never imagine it could be that high....First time take so many test...Of cuz la..
Well, I din have much cash with me, so I paid some only and the rest when I go and collect my results...
My number was called so I went to get the tests done.... 5 pines/tubes to take my blood..2 normal ones, 3 others which I have no idea what it is..... 2 urine containers....
When the needle poke in, it was a little bit pain compared to the last time....
The 1st 2 pines/tubes were ok....slowly by the end of the 2nd pines/tubes my arm, the part where the needle when in became blue black...until now still blue black...damn scary whey.......
of cuz, it doesn't look that obvious in the photo..but it's obvious in real life....
hee:S..

Came back home, rushed MRM..thank God I manage to finish it...
Went to print...walked to college...halfway, realised that I din do reference list!
Went back home to get the websites and everything....walked to college, then to com lab..sat at the computer doing the reference list...FINALLY I was able to finish it and print all before 5pm....
Went to the office, called extension 117 to ask for Mr. Ruly...Got pranked by all the lecturers...
SUCKS TO BE ME WHEY! hahahaha...But they were so funny!miahhahahhaa.......
*Phone rang. Ms Maha answered in a manly voice (so I guessed it was Hardip who picked it up)...
Me: Hi, can I speak to Mr.Ruly?
Fake Ms Maha: You want to speak to Ms. Ruly?
Me: Nope. I want to speak to Mr. Ruly.....
Fake Ms Maha: ok sure......
Mr Ruly picks up the call.....answered in a lady's voice ( it was Ms Maha)
Fake Mr Ruly: Hello..may I help u?
Me: I want to speak to Mr Ruly....
Fake Mr Ruly: speaking...
Me: *tired of asking,when straight to the point! I want to pass up my assignment.
Fake Mr.Ruly: ok..come in.

When in to the office..Everyone laughed...hahahahahhaha...
What a joke whey!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Happy...Happiness.... Joy....Joyfulness!

I want to thank MY SISTER!
She sort of like counselled me...When I really needed it...
Well, feelings and emotions they are a part of everyone's life...
Sometimes they conquer your whole system of life...make you feel happy, emotional and sad....so on and so forth..
You must be thinking "WHAT?? Her younger sister is counselling her her?? What can the sister advise her on??"
My sis, she is like a love expert! Probably we take after our parents! 'MARRIAGE COUNSELLORS'
She told me that God puts me through this situation, He will open doors and ways for you to come out.....AND SOME OTHER personal issues that I wouldn't wanna mention here...
Yes, I know my sis well enough that she can be able to advise me on feelings-love-relationship things....We always give advice to each other...
AWESOME AIN'T IT??
To tell you the truth, my sis and I, though we are 4 years apart, she also has a mature mind like me! MIAHAHHAHAHA! and I LOVE HER SOOOOOO MUCHHHHIIEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Realising that I really need to treasure my family members ever since I came up to DJ to study!
They are really supportive in everything that we do as long as we abide in GOD!
And now that I'm suffering from the illness that I myself am not that clear.....(only know that I've been leaking protein and blood), my parents, Uncle Alvin and family have done so much for me.
My parents came up yesterday to accompany me to see the kidney specialist..They purposely came up all the way and went back on the same day as well.....I felt so touched bt at the same time very tiring for them la..REally wana thank them alot...Well, the parents heart for the children..My mum always say, when you have kids then only you'll know!hahhahaha...wait till I have kids then! :D
Uncle Alvin, despite his busy schedule and loads of work he has, he still brought me to go and do my blood and urine test and also to the hospital yesterday.... He stayed throughout my whole checkup and then brought my parents and I for lunch with Aunty Fiona...
Aunty Fiona, she will be sending me to the hospital this Friday to do my blood test....
All in all, they've all contributed to my life that I have right now..! How AWESOME that feeling is when you know someone is contributing to the life you have right now????

Which LEADS to this year's TEENz Camp THEME- One Life, One God! Live it!

I'm really grateful and thankful to every single one of them!
And to God be the GLORY!
He was the one who gave me this life to live!

That's about it! Better get back to work now...HEE:D

Happy...Happiness....Joy....Joyfulness!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Guilty strikes...PANICKING NOW!

I feel so guilty after what has happened tonite!
I'm so sorry I've caused a heart attack to both me and you and nervous breakdown at that moment of time...:(
Yup PANIC is the word!
I was fiddling with her DSLR camera, snapping photos...Trying to be a pro....(CRAP)
*going straight to main point*
In the end, camera got problem...all the buttons couldn't work!
BOTH OF US FREAKED OUT!
Until now I'm still panicking.....
Cy's ok now...according to the sms she replied me....
B.U.T I still feel so guilty...DAMN! I'm never gonna touch that camera again!

Saturday, May 1, 2010

As I mentioned in the previous post, I had to perform a combination of three songs dance for a Leo Club of SMKDU...
So, it happened today....(yesterday nite!)
It was great....All high school students....I felt so lost when I walked into the hall....GOSH! tell me all about feeling old and growing up too fast!
Photos to be uploaded later......I'm gonna slp already!
IT's way past my bedtime! and IF my family finds out, I DIE! hee:S

GOOD NITE! 
ADIOS AMIGOS!