Betrayed

Betrayed by a best fren is not a good or pleasent thing to experience...
Not once for the past 19 years but 2 to 3 times already!
All I can say is that experience will open our eyes, wake us up from our slumberness....
I was betrayed not directly but emotionally as I gave my sympathy to the wrong person..
After hearing to both sides of the story, I feel like a fool!
A TOTAL IDIOT!
I know some of us can be fooled once but not twice! The truth still prevails...
EVERYTHING WILL BEGIN TO UNVEIL after a while....
So there's nothing to lie about! lying is only slowing down the process of knowing the truth!
Yup! that's my conclusion!
I have a class at 8am and I'm still awakE!gosh!

GOod NITE HUMANS!!!! (1.32am)

Confirmed!

Talking to Kaucy makes me even more confirmed that I don't have feelings for KS..
I was confused because some ppl said I like him just that I don't know but actually deep down I know that this won't happen yet! If he was a christian maybe...but he's not...so yeah!
At least this is clear!
GOD, I don't wana get distracted le......HELP ME!

Thinking of her!

It's been nearly a year now and I really miss Aunty Le Lee...
I want to go somewhere where I can just shoutout my feelings.....!!!!!!!
I feel so emo now...Whenever I think of her, I feel like crying yet the tears just don't seem to wanna roll down from my eyes....
I feel as if I'm suffocating...need to let out some stuff........:S
I know that when I heard the news, I stoned for nearly the whole day, not being able to accept the truth that you are gone....
The same thing still happens, and my tears are like ice, they haven't melt and they can't role down...
Where has my feelings gone to??where has my emotions gone to??????
And that day, Monday if I'm not wrong....It was a Monday morning, I was thinking of her...
Suddenly, God told me I took her like how I took Elijah...
When Elijah had finished his work on Earth, God took him through a fire as well.
God was telling me, I took Aunty Le Lee the same way like Elijah, because she has completed her job on Earth.
It's comforting to know why God took her that way and at that time..
I really miss her alot alot alot...
Like wad my mum said, when she's doing something and suddenly remembers her, tears will roll down her cheek......
Same case here...just that my tears dun roll down my cheek because it's stubborn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANNA LET MY EMOTIONS OUT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:S

Over

Everything is over for now...
March Orientation 2010
Interschool Dance Competition
Earth Hour 2010
Finally there would be a time that I will be able to rest properly..
BUT BUT BUT....I fell sick...as I'm blogging now, I am sick.......
AT the same time, I'm home sick! where's my mummeh???
hehehehhee............
I'm feeling down now I duno y....maybe I shud just get some slp la....
After watching the video, Lagi emo whey!!!!!!Sad Story

That's all for now!!tata...

went to IKEA for Lunch and E@CURVE for dinner with hanging out humans~ ~  June, CY, Jin Swan and Marcus....
We had some awesome food there.......
Awesome fellowship as well........

How to know which is which?!

ISH!!!!this is such a bothering thing...
Why can't God just make everyone another partner and tell them the exact date, time, place, name and so on and so forth?
Many times we think (or maybe I think), this is the right person for me...
And then turns out, it's not! Getting hurt after that..but at the very exact same time realising that it's only a like-like and not a love-like.........
It's like playing JACKPOT! You think you're going to win this round..bet all your money....
Turns out it's just not your lucky day!
Receiving that, "TODAY'S NOT YOUR LUCKY DAY! TRY AGAIN TOMORO...", it's killing me.....
Well, for me I have my own theory already and I think it works la....Helps me differentiate like-like from love-like..
But according to my frenz....it will never work..
well, we'll c about that!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Which is the real me?

Some say I'm always emo...

Some say I'm always happy and laughing away......

So, which am I????

Which is the REAL me????

I think the answer is the EMO one....always quiet,starring into blank space and thinking.....I've realised that alot....

Yes, I do try to smile and laugh as much as I can because I want people to feel happy around me, being with me...I want to be different...be there when ppl need me to hear them out....

YES YES YES! that's it....

People like the way I laugh..and long enough, I accepted that as being the real me but actually it isn't....

So, the real me.....doesn't like to talk alot actually...

Baby Baby Baby ooohhhhhh.....Justin Bieber!

[Justin Bieber]
Oh woooah, oh woooooah, oh wooooah, oh.
You know you love me, I know you care,
you shout whenever and I’ll be there.
You are my love, you are my heart
and we will never ever ever be apart.
Are we an item? girl quit playing,
we’re just friends, what are you saying.
Said there’s another, look right in my eyes,
my first love broke my heart for the first time.
And I was like…

[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh,
like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,
like baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)

[Justin Beiber]
Oh, for you I would have done whatever,
and I just can’t believe we aint together
and I wanna play it cool the thought of losing you
I buy you anything, I buy you any ring,
and now please say baby fix me and you shake me til’ you wake me from this bad dream.
I’m going down down down down
and I just can’t believe my first love won’t be around.
And I’m like…
[ Baby mp3 on http://musicjuzz.blogspot.com ]

[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh,
like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,
like baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)

[Ludacris]
Luda, When I was 13 I had my first love,
there was nobody that compared to my baby
and nobody came between us, no-one could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck,
she woke me up daily, don’t need no Starbucks.
She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street and
at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend.
She knows she got me dazing coz she was so amazing
and now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying….

[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh,
like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,
like baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)

Now I’m gone,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
now I’m all gone.
Gone, gone, gone, gone, I’m gone. 

Tiring Day

The Valentine's Day Event in college is finally over.....
Thank you everyone for helping out and giving support by buying stuff..hee....
Couldn't have done it without you guys!..:D


Well, I'm just looking forward to going back to JB! It's been more than a month since I went back to JB now...
I miss everyone......FAmily, Friends and Food! 3Fs....hahahahhaha......

Over over...

Exams are finally over....
Semester has ended! I pray that I will past my DTP no matter what...
I do have confidence in passing all my subjects this semester la...So not much of a problem...
But first, I would like to thank God for helping me in my revision and helping me by giving me extra memory....
I studied until 6.30am, that was crazy...and I survived until 3 plus pm..when my DTP paper ended...
Thank God whey! Whatever the results might be, I still want to thank God, cuz without Him, I think I died long time ago..
Also wana thank my friends, June, Kuok Sing, Matthew Ong and CY...
Thanks for being there to study together till wee hours in the morning...I know we all are tired...and for me it really paid off...I believe yours too.....Praying for you guys... :D
Had fun with you ppl and am going to miss u guys!

Waiting to go back to JB now...And also awaiting for June, Marcus and Edward to come down to JB!...
AWAITS AWAITS!!!! :D
Movie with KS, June, CY and Kaucy
Fun in JB
PARTS Practice
New semester
AWAITS AWAITS!!!! :D


Chiaoz!