.....wondering............

Haven't really been sleeping enough lately..

All the late nights come with consequences..

PIMPLES, SORE THROAT, FLU....everything else...

hmmm...I was wondering if I could really be loved by someone like NOW!!!

Well, call it peer pressure or whatsoever..

But I feel like wanting to be loved and also love someone that loves me (OF CUZ LA!!!)

One that gives me a little more attention than a normal friend or best friend would do..

The thing I want to know or I may know is,..

'WHAT IS MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY?'

1) Is it really because of peer pressure?

2) Is it because of the songs I listen too??

I really don't know, seriously....

Could it be a combination of both?

*wondering*

**still wondering**

***continue wondering***

I don't know...

I want to sleep...

I'm sleep deprived!!!!!

good night!=)

WALKABRELLA

Come on and walk, walk, walk!

Basically, our intention is to create awareness on Cerebral Palsy.

Event Details:

- 6th December 2009

-Central Park, Bandar Utama

-Time is to be confirmed..

drop by for more updates!

Delete!!!

I had to delete some post for WALKABRELLA...

The post were too personal and I wouldn't want to let anyone see it except close friends..

So, heart-aching moment when I deleted that few post...

If I'm not wrong, I've deleted not more than 10 posts....

*sobs*

Sarahbral Palsy

Kuok Sing started this term called 'Sarahbral Palsy' and posted it on Facebook...

Ask me what is the definition of it...

I have no idea...=(

But Audrey came up with it...LOOK!!!

Symptoms: Compulsive urges to greet people with "MORNING" regardless of the time. Persistent craving for sambal and chicken rice. And may temporarily lose 50% use of either leg.

It's not a definition..but more of like symptoms..

It's just for fun...but actually not that happy cuz they're using my name and making fun of it!!!!

Oops..

Oops...

If u actually google WALKABRELLA, it links to my blog...

DAMN IT!!!! den everyone can read my post abt him!!!!

So, unfortunately..

It has to go under construction until it finish updating 40 to 60 posts...

Den the people that can see my blog won't be able to see the things I wrote! *hoping*

I pray they won't!

Discipline!

Many of us fail to actually do something that pleases God..

That's because, we don't discipline ourselves to do it! We let desire, feelings conquer us..

-God called us to be disciples (discipline), not desireples (desire)-

7 Ps of DISCIPLINE:

1) Please God

2) Purpose

-defines a person

-HE WHO HAS NO DISCIPLINE HAS NO PURPOSE AT ALL!-

3) Passion

-discipline shows passion

4) Priority

-if you don't live by priority, then you'll be pressured!

-don't let your life always be in urgent state.

-you'll learn how to say NO!

5) Prepare Us

6) Positions Us

7)Prosperity ( A prosperous person is discipline)

Discipline people are consistent too..E.g: Your walk with God. You have to be consistent in it because only then He can plan things out for you, things that you need to do for Him.

- GREAT THINGS HAPPEN TO PEOPLE WHO ARE CONSISTENT-

So, How does God build discipline in us?

-Rules are meant to discipline us not to make our lives difficult!

Where can we find rules??

-Our parents set rules, schools, practically anywhere that have people around..

Therefore, be discipline..only if we are discipline with our walk with God, we can hear Him speaking to us...

missing stuff..pain!

I'm missing all the good food especially the PORK!!!

ish..when i saw the photos on facebook posted by Ye Chow...*drools all over*..

hehehee..

I miss the steam fish too..hehee....

BTW, my lower back is very pain..

WHY??!!!

I have no idea!!!!pain like hell la..

Makes me mad!

Internet connection in the study room in the hostel is horrible...

In fact, the internet connection in the whole hostel is terribly horribly unstable...

It's very hard for me to do my assignments, research or even chat with my fren online...

Can't stand it..we're paying for it! shudn't we get better service??

I've been trying hard to finish up my assignments on time..And I did..But unknowingly, the due dates are all postponed!

Makes me a bit mad because I was rushing to finish my assignment but the due date is being postponed! which actually gives me more time to add crap into it...muahahahaha....

I have no idea if that helps..=P

I need God's Grace!

The title says it all...
I really need God's grace! A lot, a lot of it!!.....=S

TO:

1) Be patient with my roommate and friends

2) To get ideas to continue doing my assignments

3) To head the team with God's love and grace and everything that a man doesn't have and only God can provide

God, I really need ur grace!!!!!!!!!

Life

Life is but full of colours..

But lately it feels like there is only black and white..

They are colours but not the happy ones..

I feel I'm having mood swings easily nowadays I have no idea why..

hmmm...i have no idea..

Is it because of stress??no! I dun think so!

I'm not stress up..

But maybe, probably I am pissed at my friend and somebody else...

Thanks dad!

The day before yesterday was a Monday..

After PR class, I came back to slp..after all the studying and assignmenting and sleepless nights(because of nervousness), I finally could get some slp...

I have been sleeping since 5.30pm?(i think)

My dad gave me a call at like, 7plus..Which woke me up..the purpose of calling me was:

"Hello, did u receive my sms?"

I replied, "huh?wad sms?"..*was in a blur state*

He said he sent me an sms...he asked what was i doing..

I replied, "I'm sleeping la"...

then he asked why i sleep at this time..

I said I am too tired edi...study study study, assignmenting assignmenting assignmenting non stop for the whole week until 3/4 am..tak boleh tahan ma..slp lo..

then he say, sure bo?haahhaha....

I said of cuz la...

HE LAUGHED!!!!

haiz...den he put down the phone..

When I checked his msg, there, he sent a bible verse to encourage me... HEBREWS 12:2..

Well, my dad, parents may not be calling me everyday like what my friend's parents do but this is encouraging enough for me to pull through my stays in PJ alone..hee..=P

Thanks DAD!

God's plan..

I realised that everything that happens, happens at the right time, right place and at the right people.

To a normal person, they will think that it's just coincidence and nothing else but to a CHRISTIAN, we know that it's God's plan.NOT A COINCIDENCE BUT ALL PLANNED!

hmmm....How God gave me friends to be active in his programs (Campus Revo and CF in College)..

I am really amazed, my faith is rising and I'm growing more and more.

God brought me here to let me grow into a child of God, then a woman that follow after God..

I thank God that He has chosen me to be a part of His plan and use me to the max for this glory!

I'm excited to carry on this journey....and I believe God will carry me and walk with me through all trials and temptation...

God has blessed me in every situation..especially my parents and relatives that have trusted me enough to let me live alone in KL..Thanks to them...

I'm having a Great Experience and telling people about God..

God's plan..

How Wonderful!How Beautiful!