I was so hesitant to go for camp though I've signed up for camp already...
Easy to say, I didn't set my priorities right! MY PRIORITIES WERE ALL WRONG!!
I put my friends before GOD! ( friends, if u're reading this, don't get offended of misinterpret it. You are important as well)
Because of too much enjoyment together with my friends, I placed God in second place and my friends in first.
To the extend of being hesitant to go to camp, I even tried to think of excuses to excuse myself from going to camp.But at the same time, I thought to myself, if my dad ask me, "hey, how was camp?", what was I going to answer?????
if i got my camp fee, it was fine. but if i din get it den how?? ACCOUNTABILITY was the question!
Distracted was I! Nothing but distraction!
What caused it?????
Well, I can say I made that choice, to let other distractions distract me from coming closer to God.
It was friends and even him! He was the ultimate distractor...
It's not his fault, but because of feelings, the so-called "LOVE" for him distracted me from coming closer to God..It all started with me first though..
In the end, I just went for the camp..........still hesitant in heart but did not mention to anyone else.
I was made the group leader for a group!
When I first found out about it, I thought to myself, "I'm already so hesitant to go to camp, why make me a group leader somemore???"
What a thought right?! But I accepted it and still had the thought of backing out last minute......
I FEEL SO BAD AFTER ALL THIS!
Anyway, I went ahead to camp..BUT BUT BUT
Even when I was in camp, the distraction was still there!
There were times when I thought to myself, "If I was at home now, what would I be doing?"
I also knew that he didn't go back to his hometown that weekend, so the thought of what would I be doing at home now stroke me even more....
I want to learn something from camp, be a different person, want to let God refresh me with a touch!
BUT during sermon time, I was kinda dozing off....I have no idea why I'm so tired or why I keep dozing off...
Comes the interesting part(sorry for reading all the stupid stupid ignorant stuff i wrote..)..
This is the best camp I've ever been! Everything's so awesome! The VENUE, the FOOD, the SCHEDULE, the GAMES (Though some were disgusting...hahaha....) and MOST OF ALL, the SERMON AND WORSHIP SESSION!
This is a place to have camps! Though the jungle trekking and campfire were cancelled, we had open to the floor-spontaneous talent night! hahahaa..It was awesome!
We had an awesome female beatboxer and our African friends from different province presented songs in their own language-all to thank God.!!! and of cuz 2 of the B.E.D....hahhaa.....AWESOME stuff everyone!
I've learnt a lot from sermon too..Though I was dozing off, miraculously I can still hear the speaker preaching!
MIRACULOUS HEARING I guess....hahaha...
I forgot that I could record it down until the third session..but I didn't save that session..accidentally press the back button....CLUMSY ME!
I recorded the last session though..hahhahaha........
TO SUM IT UP AND GO TO SLEEP, I really enjoyed myself in camp and I didn't regret it! In fact, I won't regret and I'm determined to shine for God more than usual!
Good night bloggers and blog readers!!:D
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