hmmm...

I din get poly..well but this is not about me only..most of my friends din get it too..
i guess they just look at the results and not even considering it..it would be their 'shun shi' not to take us in just looking at our results...i've known ppl with great abilities but not so good in studies...their abilities are really outstanding..anyway it's not up to me to decide...
I'm not disappointed but i think i still need a clearer answer from God cuz i stil dunno if S'pore is where i can go to...hmmmm...

Bored, Tired and anxious...

Bored????
Why??
Well..mostly what i have to do has been done and i dunno wad else to do...hehe...i've been downloading and watching wo de yi wan mian bao lo...that's all la...hahhaa.i wana watch confession of a shopaholic dunno when will it be out....

Tired??
What??
How can i still be tired??
If u ask me this, well...i'll have to admit that i'm a tv addict and i'm trying to get rid of it but hmmm..sometimes i think if i slp too early it'll be very WEIRD but actually i need the slp..hahaha...
then today my mum woke me up and told me to get ready to go..so i got up..there wasn't any choice for me to choose as to when i feel like going as we have only one car left in the house...
5 days to not having the myvi!!!!!
anyway i woke up when to the bathroom to bathe and when i came out, my mum told me u can go back to slp edi, ur dad say go later...
I gave her the 'huh' look...so tired edi, then wake me up somemore..nvm..now wan me 2go back to slp..jz bathe how can????so anyway, my dad finally decided to go at the same time with the rest...so i'm still slpy...hehhe

Anxious????
YUP..SUPER!!!!
I dunno wad are the results i'm going to get when jpae announce the results....hmmm....i hope i get the 1st choice.. i hope that is wad god wants me to get...i really dunno....hehhehee....
if i dun get i'll have to go to kl which i dun really want to...dun really like the life there and it's to far..i'm not going to go there so soon..too far..i'll miss everyone..
MY FAMILY, MY RELATIVES, MY FRIENDS, CHURCH!!!!EVERYBODY!!!!!

14th Joshua Camp Graduation Ceremony Photos!!!

Pls go to my friendster to get it...my email in friendster is all.alone.in.the.day@gmail.com..

Thanks!

off day..but busy too..

Today is my off day..yet i'm still busy preparing camp things and also i'm suppose to be reading my undang!!!!ish..it's in malay and my malay happens to be rusty edi..can't reali understand..tomoro is the exam le..i pray that i will pass...pls pray for me too..dun wanna resit again...especially the color blind test..though i'm not color blind, i pray i will not be careless because i lmow i'm quite careless..hee...
ok gtg bck to work..

ttfn!!!

SPM Results for real!!!!

I was so disappointed when i took my results...Pn.Doreen told me i did quite well and it wasn't that bad so i thought maybe i got a few A's u know but when i took my slip, i went looking for my A's and i could only find 1 which was for English....
1A1,2B3,2B4,3C5 & 1C6..yeap..that's what i got...
my father was waiting for me outside of school so i called him..when i called him..i begin to cry...i was very sad because i tot i would deserve better results but that was what i tot..
Before i went to take my results, i was walking up the stairs to go and get my biolab..i had peace within me...normally when i get my results, i would be nervous..
So, as i calm down after receiving calls and messages, i ask God why is it like this and God told me this "remember what you prayed for??"
I recalled and remembered that i ask God to just open 1way for me...and He did...
Before i even took my results,i was only focusing on 'masscom masscom masscom' and nothing else...but they have very high cut off points..having this results i know i can't apply for it so i had to think of something else..
so i put my first choice as Child Psychology and Early Childhood Education..
anyway, i was handing my application form to ngee ann poly in singapore..i was there the whole day last friday and suddenly i had a feeling God was talking to me..
God said "I gave u this results because I dun wan u to do masscom and i want u to continue to rely on me.."I knew that if I had good results, i would have more pride and I will not rely on God to make the decisions..and as for the confirmation from the polys, if i dun get in, i will continue everything in malaysia..
Though I'm disappointed in my results, I'm still happy that God gave it to me!
Thank God!

SPM Results!!!

Argh!!!just few months ago i sat for my SPM and tomoro the results are going to be out!!pls pray for me ya...i'm nervous..i really wanna know my result but yet i'm nervous to go and get it...pls pls really must pray for me!!!

It was a memoriable day (2nd last DAY!!!)

This is the 2nd last day of Joshua Camp..We were having steamboat at Qin Ye(green leaf)....it was so fun to be with them for 5 weeks yet all fun and wonderful things have to come to an end..hmmm..i think it is not only i who feels this way but everyone else too..all these pictures carries the memories back then for now and to the future...5 weeks of bonding and staying together some of the days, working together and so...well, i've learned a lot of things from everyone..give thanks to the Lord for everything i've learned...especially from the classes that i've attended...great..seriously i miss them lotz...those who wants the photos just grab..hehe
gtg..bb!!!!

ttfn!