I pray..

God, I pray that I'll pass my exam and pass my subjects to continue on with my other subjects so that i dun need to sit for the subjects again..
I hand my papers, my marks, the invigilator and every other thing that concerns my grades to pass into your hands.
May you bless me, Oh Lord.
IN JESUS NAME, AMEN!

Randomness.........-_-'''

A penny for a thought

I REALISED THAT I HV THE BEST BROTHER I CAN EVER FIND!

back again..

So long din update my blog edi...after all that has happened for the past week..
My leg...fell off the stairs, fractured my bone and now in cast!
but now got sore throat...haiz.
I'm back for holidays but i can't go anywhere tt much..super inconvenient!
Haiz..but i can still sit on the wheel chair and be wheeled across the shopping mall...hehehe=P

Today..

Today, I got my WRS paper back..I scored a not bad mark again but can be improved..
14.3/20...WELL,if this is like that i really dunno wad to expect from my CT paper...it was a hard paper...so i'm scared i won't make it..hmmm..God help me...!!!!

Then, Felice brought me and Catherine to SS2 to eat..food was a so-so..not worth de price though...den we went to another dessert shop to hv dessert..the dessert shop was not bad..but the black sesame could be thicker..I paid for it..haha..
After that, we went to Felice rented room in an apartment...we spent the afternoon there...then, we were suppose to go to pasar malam at SS2 bt ended up in restaurant MURNI.terrible service la...haiz..it was raining heavilly when we reach there so we waited..finally we couldn't do anything else so we left...

We went to One U lo...no choice...raining...walk n walk n walk..leg oso pain edi..den finally we were a little hungry..so we went to BAR.B.Q...hahhaha..for me to know for u to find out..
i liked it!..hehehe....
den i'm back home..watched a movie..(dunno punjabi or hindi)..
comedian one..laugh like mad...hehehe...
very tired now...

That housemate again!

I dunno what's got into her..
Yesterday, she sms me to wake her up..din noe until she called me...but i din wanna pick it up.so i left it like tt..after tt, i off my phone.if she asked, i planned to tell her that my battery went flat.
when my roommate came back, she told me, "Hey, u were right! She smsed me to wake her up..."because the night b4 i asked my roommate whether she gave the housemate her number..she said yes..I told her, "die la die la..she's sure going to sms u to ask u to wake her up.."
My roommate gave me a look..
den just now i went back to my room to bathe andget my laptop to come to my future room..gaga..when i came out from the toilet,she shouted from the room, "hey sarah, wad time u going to slp?" i told her b4 12...
sarcasticly she said,"like wad time? 6 or 7?"
i told her 10 or 11 lo...
she said," b4 u close your eyes, wake me up ok?"
In my hear, i was thinking,u want me to wake u up, den u ask me properly la...u angry at me or wad?say la..
den y must your 1st sentence be wad time u slpin?if u wanna wake me up then u say la..dun bother asking me wad time i slp..den when i wanna slp i'll wake u up..
I've been waking her up nearly everyday eversince i moved in to that room/house!
She even told me that day, "my frenz call me to ask me whether they need to wake me up anot using the phone, thens he told her frenz say no need. Got Sarah can edi..she can wake me up."
THIS WAS WAD SHE TOLD ME..wad does she think?she says she treats me as her family member..den why does she tell my roommate, dun bother about me when i'm slpin..just on the light...
I really dun understand..

hahaha...YAY!!!this is my 100th post!woohoo...
haha..waiting for class to start..i had a wonderful lunch for a reasonable price..maybe we should do this more often...hahahaha...it was chinese food and i love it more than ever...
i miss my grandparents' cooking...sobsob..
one thing is i really can't stand my housemate..
yesterday, she told my roommate, "dun bother about her!just on the room light (i was sleeping at that time)"..
My roommate had to wake me up to ask me if she could on the light...den she told me the story....i was pissed of by her..who does she think she is??she's older and so what???she ask us to respect us then wad about herself??she doesn't respect us at all...she thinks by feeding us she can cover her guilty with all of that...
I WANA QUICKLY MOVE OUT!!!!2 more weeks and i won't be seeing that BITCH'S face anymore!She's so irritating!

computer lab...

in the computer lab now...doing some teacher's teaching survey...
bored la....

My Condolences..

My Condolences to the Khoo family on the death of their late mother...
I've seen this grandma for quite a lot of times when I was in secondary school because i used to follow Aunty Lay See back from sch, den we'll visit her on and off especially when we had to wait for Janice to finish her classes in school.....I remembered that she loves to eat durian and only remembered me as Beng Huay's daughter...
It's sad to say that she has left us but we know that she's in HEAVEN rejoicing with the Lord and the other brothers and sisters in Christ!
Well, till this day, we say that she has finish running her race and God has brought her back to be by His side so that she doesn't have to go through anymore suffering and pain in the earthly world now.....
A good friend to my Ah Ma too...(mother's mother)
God Bless You ALL!!!
Do take care of yourselves!

bored..

i'm bored man...
DIANA went back to Cameron Highlands..
Kathlyn went back to her sister's place..
Catherine went back to Ipoh..
Kaucy's parents came down from Langkawi so she wen out to meet them..@ her grandma's..
Haiz..I'm alone..
at first I thought that i'll be alone tonite...but after reading my mail, i realised that I have HOMES to attend tonight(homes means cell group)...
HAHAHAHA..thank GOD i got something to do la..
I don't like living in the HOSTEL...Bad memories i guess....

Shannon..

My classmate Shannon, sprained her leg when she was walking down the stairs in Lecture Theater B ystdy...But according to the doctor she tore her ligament..it's very serious u know..
hmmmm...i hope she's fine and i really pray that she'll get well soon....
Having a ligament tear in the foot is a very serious matter and should be taken seriously into hand..
If it doesn't heal now..the injury will always be there..and she has to be very careful about it....when she walks..she cannot overexert her foot...have to be extra careful ya...

For u all to know....

Just got back from ONE-U an hr and 20 mins ago....
We went there to celebrate Felice's Birthday....
She just turn 19 today and was our driver as she was the oni wan who had a car..(many of them got license, except me!!!sobsob..)
We went to new way..din hv much time..only one and a half hrs to sing..den we had to go...
den i realised.the last time i signed up for the member card, kuok sing was the one who paid it...hahaha...din even know..sorry Kuok Sing..have to pay u back when i have money..
den we went for dinner at Nippon restaurant(japanese restaurant)..Talriq was late...but HE PAID FOR OUR DINNER..isn't he a gentleman....hmmm..i must say he is...

OK..that's all..I wana watch a show titled 'The Reader'..

OVER...

Mid Term test is finally over....hmmm...
The 1st day's paper was not so tough but today's one was quite tough..
but i hope i do pull thru...hahahaha...
wish me all the best la..GOD HELP ME YA!!! i reali studied....

Settled...

I guess everything is settled..the problem and all...

All we had to do was get my parents opinions and decisions and everything was settled...

I guessed the only reason for me wasting my tears for that 2 days is because I'd overlooked their love and concern because they were harshed in their words...

so, i guess that everything turns out for the good of those who love Him..

I never meant to hurt anyone..But it turns out that I've hurt them by blocking them off my facebook...

To us, somethings we do may seem nothing to us...but to others, the feel hurt in some way..

call them sensitive or whatever but everyone have their limits when getting emotional especially ladies...hahahaha.. (i know men are laughing when they look at this statement)

But what i've learned in my course this semester is about critical thinking... (one of my subjects) ...and i hope that everyone of us will learn how to use critical thinking...which is to think, analyse and then only decide what u're going to do instead of bombarding straight away(correct me if my spelling is wrong) ...yea...it hurts the people we care and concern..the way we approach ppl with our words..to us seem nothing but to them..they may feel something else and think differently...as we all hv diff point of view...so dun let all this misunderstandings sour the relationships that we have!

Alright...and I HAVE LEARNED SOMETHING FROM THIS...WHAT ISIT???

when i figure it out and how to put it in words..i'll type it out....hee =P

CHEERS!!!

Thank You!!!

Thank you Shannon...
I thank God for you for encouraging me with that bible verse- Proverbs 16:3..
Din know you were a christian..but now i do..hope that we can help each other more..whether physically, mentally and spiritually..
I will also be there to comfort and be ur listener when u need me!
Thanks dearie!!!!
CHEERS!!!!=P

Distracted..

Because of what has happened lately, I can't concentrate of my studies....
i keep thinking of it that i can't even slp...
How am I going to study and sit for my exam?????
I wanna go back to JB..
I miss my family's love and care....
God help me..I told u to take away this hurt and unforgiveness and everything and I can't do it by myself...I really need you now!!!!
Only u can understand my feelings....

Finally the truth is out...
they did follow me and today Aunty Fiona confronted me thru the phone.
well, I would love to say thank you for doing that. Because you woke me up from a deep slumber and i will never forget that..(not in sarcasm..reali meaning it.)
But one thing you said...one of the reasons i came to kl is to get away from my mother.
Well, I dunno what made u say that, but i want to say is that i never thought of it like that..
if u shud know..i reali didn't want to come to kl and 1 of the very reasons is because i can't leave my family.. I'm scared and I really dunno how and what to do when I'm alone outside...
the reason I came here is because God told me to.. This place was the last place in my list..
Everyone knows that I don't want to come to kl. Whatmore leave my family..
I'm very scared to leave my mother in JB because I'm scared that if she just goes i would not be able to see her.
thanks for waking me up...Yeah..I dun want my mum to worry about me.
As i myself am worried that i would go wayward when i come to kl....I am scared that I would end up in the wrong path.I reali am..
No one will understand me at all...not even my family understands the real me..only God does.only He knows what I truly feel..
I never thought of such statements...That I came to kl just to get away from my mum..
NO! I never...Never will i think of that...I know that my parents are the ones that care for me and that if i've done something wrong, they will help me and will protect me.
Y would i wanna leave them???

I'm reali grateful for awakening me...THX!!!!!!!!!

Dun like it at all

I never like being misunderstood or being said at.
If it is for the right things i understand.
I don't like being followed and den being misunderstood and den being said that i should study earlier and not last minute...
NONONO!!! I dun like it!
Uncle Alvin and Aunty Fiona,
I'm really not happy! in fact, i feel very hurt..
if u would like to know, i was at the mamak stall with my friends because I was hungry. i only had one roti prata for dinner.
So i went to hv supper. can i do that??? do i need your permission for that?????
My parents never even check on what i'm doing!
I dunno what impression i've given to u all but all make me feel that i dun study and oni know how to play and lepak!

Anyway, I've talked to my aunty about it already and i feel much better right now..
but i still dun wan to see that couple..not ready yet!
God pls help me to forgive them...I pray...I really want to forgive them...

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i dunno how to continue my assignment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=(

About what i said earlier...

about wad i said earlier, forget it alrite??it was out of anger and being pissed at her..
As i begin to simmer down and think properly, i think i'm also in the wrong la...
whatever she says, she has a point of view and i have my point of view.
in ways that are different, ppl will tend to disagree and not accept each other's view..
everyone does.no one is perfect...
as i always say to accept ppl for who they are. i want to apply this phrase into this situation, so i'm not going to complain anymore!
so i'm here to apologise and pls dun bother about wad i said!
thank you..dun get affected by my point of view..thanks!